Sao Paulo, Brazil (culture, food, clothes and surf)?

Hello, excuse my English so bad. I just want to alert this country. South American soy (for me, Brazil is South America) work in fashion. I had to travel to several cities in Brazil, I had to live in Brazil for 2 years. I suffer from depression. The worst thing in my life. Country crowded malicious, superficial, which only cares about the body and the money, full of transactions. People are generally ugly and hypocritical. What you see on TV is nothing more than advertising. The holidays are horrible, just prostitution .. only electronica, no other type of music! horrible food .. aults, bored .. We are never feel at home. IS THE PLACE OF THE EARTH less welcoming.